OH MY GOSHHHHHHHH

this is too funny.



elselyn <3

peace

you will enjoy this.! whahaha

Family (:

just some pictures of my beautiful family in holland :)
aiiiiii...i miss them so much! cant wait to go back next summmer :)

holland in all its glory. (ok, maybe not ALL hehe)

the WHOLE family! including a couple of boyfriends and girlfriends.

clouds and raindrops

our family, opa, and oma

opa and oma (:

lieve lieve opa and oma:)

rubeenn :)

oom andre, arie-jan, arie and stef

opa and some of us

the older girls..!

annebet and me

eline and me

eline and stef

lis, eline, me and magda

the little ones

he's the cutest cousin i have!!!! he's so cute! you
can't really see in this picture but he's got
BRIGHT blue eyes :) he sooo cute

opa and oma with the little cousins

tuen and stef

elisabeth and marret the one on the right is my mom's cousins daughter. (confusing)

elle and me (cousins daughter)

eline and annebet

eline and me. i look weeird

meike. cousins daughter

shit shoes

i love this picture of my parents!!! my awesome dad with his like triple chin!

my pretty family~

me :D

i miss itt!

pretty pretty holland (:

this is the pancake boat. the pancakes are superb!

this is some old building.haha

the cute little bbq thing we had

this was the back of 'our' house ;)


elselyn <3

peace

Video.

gosh! she's soo cuteee~ and her mom's voice is so hot ;)



one more :), this one's cute too.!

aiyoh, somethings wrong. nvm here's the url thing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-fVDGu82FeQ

i want cute kids like them!

elselyn <3

peace

Not coolness

what is this ming?.
what is this me!?
what kind of face is that?!
ohh yoo...(said like nicci would say it :)
i make myself laugh.

elselyn <3

Life.

life right now for me isok. confusing..everything there is to it.
beggining of this year i told God that i knew this year was gonna be a hard one. a year filled with trials and tests. ones that will teach me alot and help me grow and all. i told him i was prepared for what he wanted to do in me. i was prepared for pain, hurt, laughter, crying EVERYTHING. but it feels like it's all coming down on me so quick and ALL at one time. and it's hard. i feel like i'm constantly making decisions or i'm constantly letting someone down. i somehow feel lonely and lost. but i know that God would never give me too much, he would never give me something he knew i couldnt handle. all he wants is for me to trust him and try to walk with him daily, pffff easier said then done. it's tough trying to follow God everyday. its like letting what you want die everyday and saying.'God, i'm gonna live for you. i know it's hard and i wont always succeed, but i will try, try my best." I know your best sometimes doesnt seem to be enough. nothing is ever enough right?. but God's not here to tell me that. as if i dont know myself right?.
*sigh* girl, this life is so beautiful. so hard but beautiful. but life is what we make it.
and i dont wanna sound all preachy. cos the truth is i fall. i fall every single day, i dont wanna sound fake and like i know it all. i wanna be real.if i feel like shit. i feel like shit. if i feel like ice-cream topping. i feel like ice-cream topping.

bye~
elselyn <3

an email i sent to a friend. its what i feel like now. might as well use it as an update~

peace.

i love you guys btw ;)